Falling off the wagon...

I thought maybe if I admitted it on my blog maybe it would jolt me back on track.

One of the hardest things I have always had to face is my weight-loss...well loss...gain...loss...gain gain...loss......I just want to stay with loss.

right now I am at a 4 week halt, thankfully I haven't gained but I feel like complete shit!

I hurt me knee really bad working out with a new trainer, and the more the weeks go by the more pissed off I am!

I can hardly work out, last time I went in the pool it hurt, lovely eh?

I know that there are other things in the gym that I could be doing, but instead of just sucking it up and doing something instead of nothing, nothing is what I keep choosing.

It is so much easier to just toss in the towel...but all my goals, all my hard work so far!

The bridesmaid dress that I am going to have to get into in 5 months!

The kids I want to have....

OK, I need to get back on track, at least I didn't gain!

But I am soooo bored with weight watchers, I am finding it so monotonous!

Oh well I am just going to have to keep going, I bet once I get on track I will feel better in just days, instead of shit for weeks LOL.

Thanks for reading, encouraging and emailing me.

I will keep you posted...tomorrow will be a better day...the sun will come out!